So here it is

About a week ago I stumbled across a blog of an erotic masseuse who works out of PA somewhere.  I found myself sucked in and captivated.  I found her writing to be very gritty and honest, I spent an hour reading through old entries she had posted. I've come to the realization that although those of us who work in the sex industry do have to maintain a certain amount of anonymity, our stories are compelling and say a lot about human beings at their most primal of states.

I have been doing sensual massage for about 4 years now.  When I first started I was untrained and had virtually no regulars.  I am a licensed CMT in the state of California. Which isn't where I am now.  Currently I  am in the process of getting my LMT in this state.  Taking the therapeutic part of the massage just as seriously as the sensual portion has always been important for me.  What sets us apart from escorts is that we focus on more than just, to be blunt, getting you off.  That is not to say or imply that I hold myself above escorts.  I actually hate it when sex workers discriminate against one another.  We all work in the sex industry, and whether you give hand jobs, or make them do it themselves, or fuck, or suck, or only suck with a cover, or only strip...you are still a sex worker, and you still get money from people for getting them off, whether that be in front of you or maybe later on behind closed doors.  I'm sure I'll be ranting more about that later. 

But the job isn't all my life consists of.  I have a (sometimes) supportive romantic partner, a somewhat active social life, also, I am both in grad school and LMT training.  So life is hectic and I deal with both the most devious of deviants and the most saintly of saints on a daily basis.

Lets hope I can keep this blog going....